A Voice In the Wilderness
by Dr. Loran W, Helm
   
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Chapters:

  1.  Why Don't Men Obey God?
  2.  My Father
  3.  Narrow Escapes From Death
  4.  My Mother
  5.  My Father's Conversion
  6.  God First Speaks
  7.  Tithing Opens The Way
  8.  Childlike Faith
  9.  A Child's Prayer
10.  Parental Discipline
11.  Conversion
12.  First Obedience
13.  Jesus Reveals My Companion
14.  Sanctification
15.  Our First Pastorate
16.  "Come With Me, Son..."
17.  "...And Perfect Will Of God"
18.  Ordination
19.  Baptized With The Holy Spirit
20.  The Calling
21.  Spiritual Burdens
22.  Leaving All
23.  Waiting On God
24.  Home Built By Faith
25.  Warning From A Watchman
26.  The Beginning



	
Eldon and Mary, about six months before Loran was born.
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         5 MY FATHER'S CONVERSION

    
             Though reared in a religious home and delivered miraculously 
        from death time after time, my father did not follow the path  of 
        Christ  as a young man.  Because of his wit and persuasive gifts, 
        he  had  become popular with the men of the  community.   He  had 
        developed  into a pretty rough-and-tumble fellow, even  going  so 
        far as to smoke cigarettes and drink alcoholic beverages.
        
             On  the other hand, my mother was very quiet  and  retiring.  
        Her  grandfather, Andrew Dickson, had been such a  quiet,  gentle 
        man.   She  never  once  heard him  raise  his  voice.   And  her 
        grandmother, although of a different disposition, was a righteous 
        woman.   If one would try to talk jokes or foolishness she  would 
        say,  "Idle words.  Idle talk."  She would tell  people  whenever 
        they were out of line in their conversation.
        
             Mother's  life had centered mostly around the  church  since 
        her  birth.  She had learned to play the piano on a huge,  ornate 
        grand  piano which her father purchased for a very modest amount.  
        Then, to please his lovely daughter, he purchased a newer upright 
        piano with money received from selling a fine horse. Mother  soon 
        became a gifted pianist and a talented singer.
        
             She  had  not had an easy life, however.  She was  always  a 
        sickly  child and suffered from rheumatism long before  she  ever  
        went to school.  It was called  inflammatory rheumatism, and from 
        time  to time it created great swelling in her legs.  At the  age 
        of  fourteen   Mother  experienced such an  encounter  with  this 
        condition that she was not expected to live.  It
        
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affected her eyes as well, and for two weeks she was blind. Soon the condition became even more serious, spreading into the entire nervous system. For days she lay helpless, unable to move her limbs or see the hand that fed her. The Lord, in His mercy, spared her, and she was free of serious attack from this particular illness until after I was born. Upon another occasion she contracted a serious case of measles. So my Mother had experienced a great amount of suffering before she met my father. When God brought my parents together, He began to create a deepening love between them. Mother wasn't aware that Dad was drinking and smoking, but she did know that he was not born again. She insisted that he attend church with her. Then came a Sunday night that was to be written down for eternity. Revival services were being held in the old brick church at the edge of Windsor, the one that sat on the banks of Stony Creek. Though the attendance had been fair, there had been no real stir in the meeting for two or three weeks. This particular evening Mother persuaded my father to attend the meeting, for Dad was not interested in religious things at all. In fact, the night before this memorable Sunday, Dad had been on the streets of Windsor entertaining the town people with a comical auction of any stray dogs that happened by. His plans were far from God's Kingdom. But in service that Sunday night, at the time of invitation, Uncle Addison Fletcher came back and started talking to my dad. "Eldon," he declared, "you need to be converted." Uncle Addison was such a different man that few people could understand him. As he continued talking to my father, Dad suddenly stepped into the aisle and found himself kneeling at the front before he knew it. He had no intention of being saved, but Addison talked him into it. At the altar he tried to pray, but was unable to find release from the burden upon his heart. People came to pray and counsel with him, but they could not lead him to
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victory either. Then a woman who Dad didn't particularly like came over and began to pray. Soon the glory began to fall. She prayed Heaven down and my dad stepped into the Kingdom of God. He was transformed from head to foot, born a new creation, and his name was written down in the Lamb's Book of Life. Hallelujah! God had used a person Dad didn't especially appreciate to help him to salvation. Dad had been such a man of the world that many who had known him as a sinner came to the revival services to see him on fire for God. He was so transformed, so miraculously changed, that his conversion seemed to stir the community and open the secret chambers of that revival. During the previous two or three weeks the preaching had produced no noticeable result. Now the obedience of one man began to spark revival flames, and others were soon responding to the call of Christ upon their hearts. "After that," Dad told me, "it seemed as if we had a countryside revival. Some twenty-seven young men were saved in that meeting." For many weeks after his conversion my father had a most unusual anointing upon him. He has told me. "Though I was just a babe in Christ and knew very little scripture, almost everyone God sent me to would be saved. Of course, I wouldn't go talk to anybody unless I had a real strong `impression' or `impulse'." (He recognized the guidances of God as an impression on the soul.) Mother has said that she does not remember a single person who did not give his heart to Jesus once the Lord sent my father to speak to him. Somehow the Lord worked through him to melt the hardest hearts. Here he was just converted, a youngster of eighteen, and God was working so marvelously through him. In testimony meetings, when one sat down, he was up and going again. Some of the folks thought him rather strange and unpredictable. I rather imagine that a number of the church people who had never really been born again felt
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a little uncomfortable around him. They would have preferred that he not do such unplanned things as testify, exhort people to obey God, and speak to individuals about their souls. Dad might not have known the Bible declared it, but he was a living example of the phrase, "For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the Sons of God." Since Dad probably heard very little instruction concerning obedience to the Holy Spirit, God had to put this awareness into his heart. In all my years in the ministry I have seldom heard obedience preached from the pulpit. In fact, after God has anointed me to share on the absolute necessity of obeying God, dear ones have told me that they have never heard a single sermon on obeying the Holy Spirit in all the years they have faithfully worked in the church. A great portion of the people in our precious churches don't even know about the life lived in obedience to the Holy Spirit, yet obedience is the very heartbeat of Christianity. If there isn't obedience, the spiritual blood stream stops. If we are not following God's guidances daily, our spiritual circulation is cut off. This organic spiritual relationship with Christ is suggested in First John 1:7--"If we walk in the light as He is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanseth us from all sin." This implies a continual cleansing and purging as we walk "in the light," or in other words--"in His guidance." Ordinarily, many churches have not stressed a day-by-day obedience to the Holy Spirit. They have primarily emphasized adherence to biblical commandments and to certain earthly patterns. But the written Word and the Living Word go together; they are inseparable. If we in the church are not vitally connected to God by the Holy Spirit so that obedience is in process constantly, we are like a body in which the heart has stopped beating. We are either dead
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or dying, for disobedience is sin; and sin is a dying process which takes us to death. A few days after his conversion, Dad told his sweetheart goodnight at her door in Windsor and headed the buggy home. It was a good distance to his dad's farm some two-and-a-half miles northeast of Parker, and the hour was late. Looking up into the starry sky that night, he said, "Oh Jesus, you have done so much for me, and I have been such a terrible sinner. Is there any way that I can atone for my wickedness and evil life I have lived?" And in the deep blackness of the night, as clearly as a picture painted before him, he saw an old abandoned church. It was called Plainview Church, located near Gaston, Indiana, where he had sowed his wild oats. The Holy Spirit spoke to him and said, "Go back to that old abandoned church and hold a meeting." I can't tell you exactly how Dad felt when God revealed this to his heart, but I know that he was both surprised and thrilled. He probably didn't know the Bible as well as many children do now, because he had never read the Word much in eighteen years. It had been read to him a few times, but he scarcely knew Genesis from Revelation, so to speak. He was anxious, however, to do God's will. The Helm family had been gone from Gaston only about three or four months and were well known by almost all in the community. Dad wrote to the minister at Gaston, Rev. Rector, telling him what the Lord had revealed. His letter probably wasn't much encouragement to the pastor, because my father's spelling was not very good. But Rev. Rector wrote back explaining that three retired ministers had been trying to hold services at Plainview Church for two or three weeks without any results. The services had been neither well attended nor had there been movement from the people. He wrote, "We have tried to have revival and haven't had any results. But, if God is sending you, we will try to get things ready. You come ahead." The announcement went out that
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Eldon Helm, the young man who had been so wild and adventuresome, was coming to hold revival at Plainview. It took courage for this dear man of God to let a youngster of eighteen return, by his own announcement, to begin revival in his home community--especially when three experienced ministers had been unable to see any results after two to three weeks of preaching. But the key to what was about to happen was that God had truly ordained this revival effort. It was not a religious activity begun in the flesh, but a tiny branch in the Kingdom of God. The great God of Heaven had sent my father to that little church. I would like for you to hear about this unique meeting in my father's own words, as he told me of this precious guidance of God several years ago: "I was eighteen, going on nineteen, in a cold January, 1908." Dad told me. "The church was two-and-a-half miles southeast of Gaston. I got off the train on a Saturday and went to the home of my good friend, Willie Stotler. They took me out to Plainview the next evening. I had been saved just three weeks to the day. "The first night of the meeting the church was so full that some people stood in the doorway. Even in the cold of January the windows were opened to permit the people outside to look in. Folk had come to see if it were true that I was holding a meeting, because I knew everyone there and everyone knew me. I had been quite a mischievous fellow. "When it came time for the message, I don't know whether I even preached. I just read the scripture and talked, and the Spirit was upon me. The Holy Spirit hit the crowd and the meeting was on. Folks later made the remark to me, `The first night that you stepped into the pulpit you said that we were going to have a great meeting, and you said it so emphatically we just knew that we were.' Of course, God had promised it and had sent me there: that is why people felt the power. "There were no visible victories that first night, but after that I don't believe there was a meeting day or night when there weren't folks at the altar. Sometimes the altar would be full."
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The power of God's Spirit upon that community was to be evidenced during the day as well. One young lady, who knew my father prior to his conversion, experienced this wonderfully. When she first heard that Dad would be returning for services she laughingly said, "I know why Eldon Helm is coming back here--he is coming just to see me." But when deep conviction seized her Sunday night, it became evident that such was not his motive. The next day, while she was washing dinner dishes, God fell upon her in such a strong wooing that she couldn't resist His call upon her heart. She was converted at the dishpan, threw her dishcloth in the air and shouted through the house for joy. "God was there in such strength," Dad told me. "The days of trances had been over (so we thought) long ago, but people felt the power of God so tremendously that they would fall in trances. God gave wonderful victories--eighty-four truly converted, several reclaimed, and many helped. Some of those who were saved became preachers. That revival lasting two weeks and two nights, was one of the greatest meetings I have ever been in. But just as clearly as He told me to begin the meeting, God told me to close it. Some thought we shouldn't end the meeting at all, for on the final evening six or seven were at the altar. But God had revealed to me that we should close it, and that is what we did. "Many who had gotten victory in this meeting were so hungry for the Word, however, that the next evening they streamed to the Methodist Church in Gaston, which had been endeavoring to conduct a revival even before our services began. And the Lord just bounced the meeting right over there! My, they had a revival! Many were redeemed in those old-fashioned, Holy Ghost services." And God began to use my father in various revival meetings among the churches. Without question, the hand of the Lord was upon him.
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